She was so beautiful, asleep next to me.
I haven't thought of her for a lifetime, or two. Why now?
'I love you', she whispers...
I woke up with tears streaming down my face.
She was so beautiful, asleep next to me. She was mine.
My child was laughing in the other room. I looked at my watch, it was well past midnight. I walked to her room, peering in the darkness at my baby. She should be sleeping... and Lilith... Lilith shouldn't be here.
Not tonight.
Not ever.
Not near me.
I sat next to the little bed and watched as my baby laughed while the woman I loved played with her. My mind slowly drifted to lifetimes ago, when I first met her.
She was so beautiful, smiling at me.
It was long ago, before we both took human forms. No one remembered us by now.
A slight breeze brushed my face and I knew she was here. She was here… Lilith shouldn't be here.
Not tonight.
Not ever.
Not near me.
'Was it in the last life or the one before?', I asked, my eyes glaring at the empty darkness before me.
'Was what in the last life or the one before?', she asked. Her voice was different, human. But I could never mistake that undertone it held.
'When we met.'
Silence.
I wanted to look. I had to stop myself from looking at her.
'You haven't changed, Samael. Look at me. I know you want to.'
My head turned. I closed my eyes.
She laughed.
'I will not, Lilith. You let me fall.'
I could feel her coming closer. I felt her breath on my cheek.
Her hands on my shoulders.
'You wanted to.'
'I love you.', I whispered, like a fool.
'Forever?'
'Forever...'
'Don't say that.', she said, laughing.
'Why not?'
'You know why.'
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I haven't thought of her for a lifetime, or two. Why now?
'I love you', she whispers...
I woke up with tears streaming down my face.
She was so beautiful, asleep next to me. She was mine.
My child was laughing in the other room. I looked at my watch, it was well past midnight. I walked to her room, peering in the darkness at my baby. She should be sleeping... and Lilith... Lilith shouldn't be here.
Not tonight.
Not ever.
Not near me.
I sat next to the little bed and watched as my baby laughed while the woman I loved played with her. My mind slowly drifted to lifetimes ago, when I first met her.
She was so beautiful, smiling at me.
It was long ago, before we both took human forms. No one remembered us by now.
A slight breeze brushed my face and I knew she was here. She was here… Lilith shouldn't be here.
Not tonight.
Not ever.
Not near me.
'Was it in the last life or the one before?', I asked, my eyes glaring at the empty darkness before me.
'Was what in the last life or the one before?', she asked. Her voice was different, human. But I could never mistake that undertone it held.
'When we met.'
Silence.
I wanted to look. I had to stop myself from looking at her.
'You haven't changed, Samael. Look at me. I know you want to.'
My head turned. I closed my eyes.
She laughed.
'I will not, Lilith. You let me fall.'
I could feel her coming closer. I felt her breath on my cheek.
Her hands on my shoulders.
'You wanted to.'
'I love you.', I whispered, like a fool.
'Forever?'
'Forever...'
'Don't say that.', she said, laughing.
'Why not?'
'You know why.'
11.10.2009
Tanzende bis zum Morgengrauen Replica
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It means a lot to me. <3